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Heroes don’t exist, and even if they did, I wouldn’t be one of them
FUCK. MY FEELS. JUST TAKE THEM OKAY?! ALL THE BUCKETS OF THEM!
And cue the tears, because he really does believe this. And god sometimes I just hate the fact he sin’t real because I would go to him and show him how much he means to his world, how many lives he has saved, how perfect he is, how loved. He’s a self-destructive bastard who thinks he can handle everything on his own so no one else will suffer or be unhappy but all he does is hurt himself and it makes everything worse and everything is his fault and no one takes the time to tell him how fucking incredible he is. I just want to hold him, to tell him how wonderful he is. And that’s the curse of it all, I can’t.
In any case, We love you, Tony. So shut the fuck up and go be a hero.
Right here is a huge change in Tony. Most people think that Narcissism is someone totally in love with himself because he thinks he is the best. And those people would be wrong. It’s actually when you realize your flaws and are so scared of them and others seeing them that you go out of your way to hide them. You put yourself up on this pedestal and stand all high and mighty just so that others do not see your true, flawed self. And right here…here is Tony coming closer to accepting himself. He is actually openly putting himself down, when, normally he would be all “herp derp I am the bestest hero evar!!!1!one!”
And the thing is, he is a hero. He knows that, everyone else knows that. But he doesn’t believe it because he knows his flaws and does not think that a hero can be so flawed. This is what he thinks and he’s finally admitting it, whether it is true or not, because to him, that is real
Sometimes I have a lot of Tony feels…this is one of those times
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